I was hoping to awaken today with a fresh perspective and a spring in my step, but I just feel deflated. It is hard to be in a body of believers that just does not get me. It seems the more I talk, the more misunderstandings I create. I have a very different view from most people, I suppose and I just feel like I am supposed to be crammed into a typecast and not stray from it. Also, it seems as though no one has ever hurt anyone ever except me. I apparently am a black sheep in the "family". Baaaaaa.