Google Reader is a spoiled princess that can never be satisfied. I have come to the conclusion that if I am going to blog, she has to play second fiddle. If not, then I will never blog regularly again. I want to blog regularly. So from now on, no reader until blog is updated.
My weight is the topic of the day. I am still losing. People are beginning to notice and comment. This has always been a deal breaker before. It made me freak out to know so many people were even aware of my size. It really freaked me out when it was a male. I would comfort myself with a cookie or two and start jogging back to the weight I was. This time it has not had that effect on me (as much). I am armed with some tools. The first tool is the healthy card. My body deserves to be at a healthy weight. It deserves to be able to get up and down easily and exercise without the fear of a massive coronary. My kids and husband deserve a healthy me. (I do to!) I may die tomorrow, there is no way to know how many days I have left on this earth, but I don't want it to be from obesity...or complications of obesity. I have a gun pointed at my temple. That gun is diabetes. It is loaded and ready to shoot me at any time if I don't keep myself healthy. I could play the genetics card and feel destined for it to happen and then eat accordingly. I'm choosing not to do that.
I have now officially lost 32 pounds. Not sure what my goal weight is...but I'll know it when I get there. I am not striving for supermodel...just normal, whatever that is. ( ;
Monday, you are beautiful, fresh and your autumnal glow makes my heart sing.