Google Reader is a spoiled princess that can never be satisfied.  I have come to the conclusion that if I am going to blog, she has to play second fiddle.  If not, then I will never blog regularly again.  I want to blog regularly.  So from now on, no reader until blog is updated.

My weight is the topic of the day.  I am still losing.  People are beginning to notice and comment.  This has always been a deal breaker before.  It made me freak out to know so many people were even aware of my size.  It really freaked me out when it was a male.  I would comfort myself with a cookie or two and start jogging back to the weight I was.  This time it has not had that effect on me (as much).  I am armed with some tools.  The first tool is the healthy card.  My body deserves to be at a healthy weight.  It deserves to be able to get up and down easily and exercise without the fear of a massive coronary.  My kids and husband deserve a healthy me. (I do to!)  I may die tomorrow, there is no way to know how many days I have left on this earth, but I don't want it to be from obesity...or complications of obesity.  I have a gun pointed at my temple.  That gun is diabetes.  It is loaded and ready to shoot me at any time if I don't keep myself healthy.  I could play the genetics card and feel destined for it to happen and then eat accordingly.  I'm choosing not to do that. 

I have now officially lost 32 pounds.  Not sure what my goal weight is...but I'll know it when I get there.  I am not striving for supermodel...just normal, whatever that is.  ( ;

Monday, you are beautiful, fresh and your autumnal glow makes my heart sing.