I must apologize for that yellow...I promise not to repeat that color!
I have changed my resolution (can I do that??). I have decided to consciously LIGHTEN UP on myself. I am constantly worrrying about every decision I make-really sweating the small stuff. I set myself up for failure because I just expect to fail ( ie- diets). I second guess almost every decision I make. I worry about being a good parent instead of just enjoying my children. I worry about others NOT thinking I am a good parent. In the end, won't that be decided by my children??? I also really worry about whether or not people like me. I always feel like no one likes me but no one wants to tell me the truth. One of my good friends confided the same paranoia lately (that is what it is). I know I have some friends that love me, they tell me often. Everyone else though, I am always wondering-are they struggling to like me? Am I their "someone they can't stand"? My new philosophy is to just assume everyone likes me unless they tell me otherwise. I have spent many a time wondering, watching and really thinking-Do they like me? Now I will think, can I help it if they don't? No-not if they don't tell me why. Here is your chance...LOL.